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yeah its been pretty much forever since ive wrote in this damn thing, but im kinda grounded and ive been working alot anyways. schools almost out like 3 more days, which is in a way good and in a way bad. I wont be able to see alot of my friends but then again theres alot of people here i have to see that i really would not rather be around. so i guess everything works out. me and chris are doing great, our one year was last sunday. i cant wait till next summer cuz were gonna move in together and all that good stuff. hehe. i want to be with him forever. I love him sooo much,he makes me so happy. but he lost his bracelet i bought him :( which really sucks but its okay im sure well find it (hopefully) for some reason people have been pissing me off lately. just being themselves i guess...but i mean people are so nosy and stuff its unreal. ive learned from the past not to let anyone in on my life because it just turns around and bites me in the ass, but i guess not all people are like that. not everyone is out to hurt you although some people do and its really shitty because after that happens, nothing is EVER the same. choose your friends wisely. i thought i got over it but i really havent at all and everytime i think about it , it just makes me even more mad. i wish my best friend came to my school because her and chris are the only people i can really trust.and like sometimes i just sit and think wow i really need someone to talk to. im glad i have her cuz i can tell her anything and i know she wont go and say something to anyone because she respects me and is a great person. shell be gone alot of the summer and il really miss her alot. things at home suck and hopefully that will all change soon..... ok well im going to go do something unproductive and probably just go walk around the halls or something so have a good summer everyone!