Nov 11, 2004 22:37
My foot is numb once again and has been like that all day...I'm all fucked up I swear.
But you wouldn't be able to tell all the damn, WALKING I did today. Went shopping with mother. We went to Temple, just for a Pier 1 Imports. And spent way too much money. Then David (bless his heart) offered to come and pick me up, so we could go chill. Amazingly, mother agreed. So he takes me to Starbucks. Mm. I don't even remember what I ordered. I felt like such a ditz, hanging on his every word. We talked..really talked, about me, about him, and inevitably about Tina and my first entry. And I came off...satisfied(though I did miss the pancakes^^) to say the least. No, he's not leaving her for me. More like the other way around, she's leaving him, they've discussed this. Thus, leaving a void in his heart, just large enough for me to fill. She says he doesn't love her anymore, or something along those lines. And that its best not to make either of them suffer. Anyways, after that mother came and picked me up and took me back to Killeen for..you'll never guess...MORE SHOPPING. My feet wanted to explode. She spent at least $500 dollars today.
Arghfuck. I'm pissed off. She's forcing me to attend school tomorrow. Once again I ask the question. Can I put a pistol in my mouth? Or better yet, her mouth? I had my hopes up. And now I'm silly enough to sit here and continue typing when I have to get up in 7 hours. *sigh* I need to sleep of this anger anyways. Before I do something I'll regret.
Oh, I've given up on NaNoWriMo...Don't be disappointed in me Hallie. *whine* I don't have the patience or the attention span. >< I love writing, don't get me wrong. Its just I love doing it onmy own time.
My mother is cleaning. Does she not see what time it is?? I swear she's gone insane. I swear to all that's holy. AND I'M NOT RELIGOUS. *twitch* I need to find some new Anime to watch. Maybe I'll get into this Naruto stuff, that every one seems to like so much. -.- Mackenzy. Don't share your comments on this one. Or else, I won't go see Alexander with you. Hehe. That's one hell of a consequence, eh? Naw. Mack I love you! "If [you] didn't like boys, I'd date you." Aww. That made me smile.^^ Anyways..I'm about finished boring you guys to death, I think. Yeah. I'm done, and heading to bed. SINCE I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND ALL. ~_~