I'm sober and yet so high.

Feb 10, 2005 16:55

Hello! I bring you all word from a distant shore...

Well not really, I just bring you an update in my not so hectic life. And maybe some meaningless ramble of and cynical talk about my hating of certain things..Like those PETA characters and rating communities.. Soo. Enjoy. ^^

Ahh. My after school schedule is..built up of scholarship essays and my research paper (on vivisection of all topics. Tch..) Notice: I didn't say play practice. No more SitR for my wonderful self (its okay to be modest sometimes, right? o.o) Mackenzy quit, thus so did the rest of us. The rest of us being Whitney, Amber, E-Dain, Catherine and myself. All of us having speaking roles, with the exception of Elaine who was stage manager. Muahahaha. I hope his play goes to shit. And from what I hear it has. I feel so..relieved. Ooh. Ooh. I DID get the part I wanted in Taming of the Shrew! *throws head back and cackles wildly!* We're modernizing it like Baz Luhrmann's version of Romeo and Juliet. I get to be the ghetto fabulous hairdresser Grumella. Yes! I'm soo excited. I get to wear skimpy clothes and stilleto heels, chew gum on stage, and talk strangely! All while reciting Shakespeare. Doesn't that sound delightfully fun? We're doing it short stage, with a mildly advanced set like a theatre troupe and everything. And there are no after school practices. This is all going to come together in class. Yay for Mr. Sanders teaching Productions again!

Anyways enough Theatre ramble. I'm such a nerd. (Nerd..*giggles* Yay for inside jokes with Jason!) Ugh. I think I'm failing my second semestre of English. :( Which isn't good because without English, I don't graduate. Damn you Mrs. Hatten. *shakes fist* Why did I get landed with the hardest English teacher in all of Cove High? *sigh le sigh*

Did I mention I hate rating communites? Tch. I get enough criticizing about my looks from people I know. I don't need some stranger on the internet telling me how pretty/ugly I am (well, in some situations are exceptions..but then again. You're not really a stranger to me are you? *smiles*). Really its a stupid concept. Why would you put yourself through that? No, really..tell me. And no, I'm not just some bitter girl who's been rejected from one. In fact, I've never even applied to one just because the idea doesn't appeal to me. Anti-rating communites are more my style there should be more of them. If I had to creativity I'd sure as hell create one. And half the time, are the people criticizing you all that great looking? Yeah, there are some gorgeous people out there who deserve to be told. But wait for someone to tell you..don't post your picture in some blog community begging for compliments. x.x And I'm officially done. Oh, the joys of free speech.

Ah, the joys of disliking things.

Hm, I've been strongly considering giving up something...just to test out my will power (note: I'm not Catholic, I don't celebrate Lent -- err..would you technically "celebrate" Lent?). I don't know what I'd give up. *ponders* I've got a few possibilities.

1. Junk food. (I've got an ice cream obsession.)
2. Cursing. (I've got a problem with that.)
3. Spending over 6 hours on the internet daily.
4. Soda. (Ugh. I strongly dislike most juices. But I'm willing to make sacrifices.)
5. Masturbation. *eyeshift*

Simple things. Nothing big..you know, just to see if I can do it.

Speaking of religion...I've been having some doubts on my current agnostic state. Doubts indeed..funny how your ideas change when you experience something new.

Wow, this is a mighty long entry. And I haven't even rambled about PETA or Jason. I'll spare you..THIS TIME! I end this....now.

~♥~
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