What an asshole!
Im truly sorry that we are so informal. It's ok, you want it like this. I hope your extremely happy and you find your poor pathetic head and dreams. Don't let me hold you down. Find your dreams in life as for me who gives a fuck? Im obviously not jason, jashjash. whatever. You are now what everyone wants you to be. so pose smile and make it count run. Far away, away from me. They have you and your happy. I never really could make you happy. and to be truly honest victoria, thats why i lied to you. I always knew you were better than me. Your so beautiful and perfect and im fat and shit. I had to hold on to what i had and as long as i could because i knew it was not permanent and someday you would leave this dream and find out for yourself that you dont need me. and you dont so go get drunk, fucked, college whatever the fuck you want. I cant sit here and think of you anymore and i know your not coming down so fuck it. Enjoy it and enjoy jason and all your new friends. but if they ever let you down dont come to me, because you let me down. but who am I? someone to scream at. YOu changed my life. you hurt me as well but im trying to forget. This hurts yes but not for u its just that way. well obviously you want it this way. you cant even stand to talk to me. but its cool. maybe its guilt but you dont have the balls to say. Ill tell you what though its mutal i wasnt always honest and theres still things you dont know. for two years i controlled you i made you cry when i wanted you to i made you laugh and know its clearly someone elses turn. dont think your gonna hurt me because im strong and i just dont give a fuck. you were an accident. sorry to be . you always were so mean. but have it your way.........
im just not gonna be the dumbass anymore and you lost me. shrug your shoulders if you want but you and i know what its worth and they can take you but they cant take the memories. but at that eventually they'll be forgotten. i dont give a shit . you cant even get off jasons cock for one second and call me. its cool though. have fun and be their dummy. theyll show you life and how pathetic yours can be. i just feel bad for you. how easy it is for you to be influenced. you were never realy yourself you were always someone else so i returned the favor if you know what i mean.
so be true and be happy and when your world has fallen i wont be there because you killed me. have it your way
love always
some asshole who aint worth a fuck ( i guess it runs in the blood) maybe ill actually get thru and call or even if your there. or if you dont click over and then dont answer the phone. be on the cock .
im just not gonna be the dumbass anymore and you lost me. shrug your shoulders if you want but you and i know what its worth and they can take you but they cant take the memories. but at that eventually they'll be forgotten. i dont give a shit . you cant even get off jasons cock for one second and call me. its cool though. have fun and be their dummy. theyll show you life and how pathetic yours can be. i just feel bad for you. how easy it is for you to be influenced. you were never realy yourself you were always someone else so i returned the favor if you know what i mean.
so be true and be happy and when your world has fallen i wont be there because you killed me. have it your way
love always
some asshole who aint worth a fuck ( i guess it runs in the blood) maybe ill actually get thru and call or even if your there. or if you dont click over and then dont answer the phone. be on the cock .