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well i havent updated in this in about a week or so. we got a virus. me and walter WERE doing good. we broke up tonight. i threw up like 3 times. shitty. im not even sick. gee now i know why ms. mexico did it. this sux. and i cant stop crying. i knew it was bound to happen but we had big plans ya know...him coming up here. at first we decided we had to do it and then we were still talking. and all night we were fighting because im dead tired and he wants me to stay up. so i stay on the fone w/ him cuz if i dont he'll jss call back and wake up everyone so i stay or whatever and the SECOND...MILISECOND i doze off he holds down a button and i tell him just to let me go and he wont. so we do this like 100 times until he decides that he wants ME to hang up after ive been telling him this for ages...then he tells me to not call him tomorrow and i asked when im gonna talk to him and he said never! so here i am. all alone again. no one! this fucking sux. i have no body and i hate that!! why!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????? i think im gonna go take drugs...haha! anything to make me feel better. i know also why mexico wanted to always sleep and never wake up. thats how i feel! have u ever lost like the only thing u had? well my everything is 7 hours away and not even mine anymore. i bet he goes and enrolls in delmar tomorrow...im gonna go die now. Bye. Hey friends from cc...email me! *sweetfaerie17@aol.com* I miss u ana and ellen and laura and even kinda josh. lol. i dont know if anyone will read this but yah. hit me up ppl! lol. Bye