i hate nick. he should die.
We had sex.
i thought i was pregnant.
so i asked him to go with me to get tested.
it took twenty minutes to convince him to come.
but while there, he kept threatening to leave.
he started saying it was my fault, cuz he was drunk and his judgement was impaired.
he said that he would punch my stomach to give me a miscarriage.
he said he would deny having sex with me.
he said he wouldnt take a paternity test.
before i could get tested, he left. he left me alone.
i wasnt pregnant.
i might clamitia.
From Nick Eddington.
so i had to tell my fucking father, that i am afraid that i have clamitia (they didnt run tests for it last night, but they were sure that i do because of the symptoms.)so now i am going to go to Group Health at 4:50 and get more tests. have stuff up my crotch, probably get a fucking PAP. i wont know for a week if i have it or not...
I walked into the fire house afterwards, and went into Shannon's office, and told her. then i left, and went to talk to Alissa about it. i told Beckah and cried on her for a few minutes, i think. they took off looking for him. They didnt find him. i wish they had. so I asked Renee, the awesome, for a ride, and we went to her parent's house and picked up her computer and then went to her appartment, which kicks SO MUCH ASS. and now they have free porn.... haha. then she took me home.
One thing about clamitia, its cureable. if it weren't, i wouldnt of told so many people, cuz its embarressing. but, yeah, stay away from that ASSHOLE.
and its pictures like the ones that beckah should me last night that actually make me smile inside.
Beckah, we ought to hang out, cuz, like, i miss you.
Andrew T. wants to fucking KILL HIM.
xXEvIlQuEeNiEXx: well... he definally isnt showing up to Teen Feed for a while.
monsterescalator: yeha
monsterescalator: if he does I swear I will stab one of thoes plastic forks into hios leg
monsterescalator: his leg
oh oh oh and cuz i am in UBER BITCH MODE- his SN on AIM is MisFitt325, and Chem286 <333