Hey yall
herws the history of whats happing
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: i love you and im sorry for all the pain and suffering i have caused you i appericate u more then words can say you re 1 of my bestfriend i love you like asister and i always will even after were old and ugly i will always be here for you threw thick and then <3 i love you !
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: thin**
iluvUnowhoUr: love you too kristie... n im not trying to avoid u... i just cant stand ur freak outs... it seems like lately ur freak outs have been aimed at me and i cant keep taking it in....
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: i undertand completly
iluvUnowhoUr: u need to get help kristie.....
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and there wont be anymore freak outs i promies you
iluvUnowhoUr: u cant promise that
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: no i figured out what was wrong
iluvUnowhoUr: not unless u c a doctor
iluvUnowhoUr: whats that?
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: im a bratt
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: my mom is right its anger nothing but i need to relize everything cant go my way
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: so i found my cure
iluvUnowhoUr: whas that?
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: writing
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: poetry and pomes and in journals in stead of taking it out on ppl i care a/b
iluvUnowhoUr: thats good
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and i have freaked out 1 time today
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: iv cried b/c i was think of my gradma
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: but thats normal
iluvUnowhoUr: yea...
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: everytime i feel it coming i grab papper and a pen and right it down
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and its gone
iluvUnowhoUr: thats good
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: yup yup
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: you were right i can do it
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: i can over come it
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: i can control it
iluvUnowhoUr: good
iluvUnowhoUr: thas what i want to hear
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and therwes a guy who likes me
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and im NOT rushing and hesreally sweet and he respects me
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: i told him all a/b donnie and all and hes like can i beat his ass your to pretty nd to good for thaT ASSHOLE and hes like omg a great guy
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo:
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: wanna here something cute
iluvUnowhoUr: thats good
iluvUnowhoUr: sure
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: he told me dont lose intrest in him because he really likes me
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: and dosent want to lose something as good as me
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo:
iluvUnowhoUr: cute
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: this is how i feel now
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: No more tears no lies in my eyes no more time to cry over the past my life must go on in happniess i dont have time for your lies i v put u in my past thats were u must stay its time to say good bye to yeasterday
iluvUnowhoUr: thats good
XoPlAyBoYLuVrXo: its a/b donnie im finally saying good bye to him in my mind
iluvUnowhoUr: good
jaxs and is im a/b how happy i am !
and then this last nite
OK lets see how should i start this ........?
ok well iv been talking to this guy name chase i met him on here{Myspace} and i got to talk to him on the phone threw email and etc but thenlast nite we finally met and omg i likehim so much after getting to know him befor we saw eachother hes the shit
He's sweet nice caring considerate charming understanding and anything else thats good in a guy and he has respect for me and its awsome i wanna be with him so badly kno i think i mite asked him out today when i talk to him i wont beable to see him b/c i have to leave @ 4:30pm for toby keith :)yay yes i like country shh but anyways its funny cause he told me he really is starting to like me alot and i feel the same way he told me some personal stuff that made me like him twise as much cause it was i dunno i cant explain it im just so happy i met him he makes me smile and laugh and enjoy life again its just funny b/c like 5 days ago i sware no guy would ever make me smile and laugh and be happy again .
so ya thats whats been going on and i really really like Chase alot we respect eachother ALOT He dosent let me get away with bullshit and he dosent take stupid shit from me which is good b/c i need someone like that but were not b/f /g/f YET we are taking things slow because we dont wanna mess things up with eachother:) which i think is great b/c for once in my life im taking shit slow with a guy and not rushing it so ya ! but anyways
Erica This is for you
"The Future Freaks Me Out"
I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
Go!
Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake
Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey
I rock the Haro sport
I rock the cow girl blues
I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes
What’s up with Will and Grace?
I don’t get drum and bass
The future freaks me out
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yea, ‘cause we can get down
Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist
How come we’re so alone
We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples
From an era we hate to admit we embrace
We fail to represent
We fail to be content
We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt
And so the story goes
As only Betty knows
It’s time to take control
(Get Down)
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste my time with her
(Betty, I need you
I miss you
I’m so alone without you
To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone)
Betty it’s so hard to relate
To the whole human race
I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know where to begin
If we can both find a way
To do the things that we say
We might not sit in our rooms
And drink our daydreams away
Betty, I’m a dreamer
No I’m not a vicious screamer
Oh betty won’t you.. ah fuck it
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yeah, ‘cause we can get down.
ur fav band babes:)
Erica i miss you soo much please call me or something im sorry for how i use to be but im not the same anymore well i got to go cash my check and get ready for TOBY keith concert tonight YAY well tata
love always
Krissy