Nov 02, 2005 16:47
yeah so nothing new has happened lately.........
i love it how people change. it really sucks. especially when you really cared about them... blah. lol
in other news,
1. kelly thinks im talking about her when im definitely not.
2. im goin on a slimfast diet...tooo fat!
3. at this current moment i pretty much feel nothing for any guy. GASP! lol
4. ive been making friends with my "potential enemies"
5. i feel sad.. :(
6. i almost died when the HIM and coheed show AND senses fail show were all sold out. tear.
7. im getting terribly lazy these days.
8. i want to run away and never come back.
9. i feel so restricted....i can't do anything.
10.i REALLY want these heatagram adios...they make me salivate. lol
11.i want someone to talk to me and just listen to me pour my heart out.
12.i want a drastic makeover one that will match my inside.
13.i want it to rain so i can take a walk in it.
14. i want my grandma to stop talking when shes knows im not even listening.
15. i wish i could speed up the process of finding "mr. right" or just find someone who has any interest im pretty desperate for someone to be close to me.
16. i wish i was a good artist cuz i have such good ideas...i just suck at drawing, painting etc.
17. i gotta add more poems to my poem book but i need some inspiration. would someone mind breaking my heart?
18. i totally bombed this interview thingy i had to do today and they guy was scary but i don't give a crap cuz i was forced to do it in the first place.
19. i wish i had several "secret admirers" yeah that would be great.
20. im freezing my buttocks off i need a sweater oh so bad. brrrrrrr.
but on another note, i hate happy couples oh so much its like a slap in the face to me.its the picture of something i will never have or experience cuz i can just tell.they make me mad. lol also, i wish i had someone to "kill my loneliness"........great song great song.