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I don't sleep anymore. I think I've given it up. Things are getting worse. I know it's stupid and I know it's juvenile, but I can't stop thinking about her. She's in Spain right now, doing God knows what with God knows who. They all tell me it's just a phase, that every girl does it at her age. They tell me to move on, find someone more mature. Like I can just drop everyhing I'm feeling right now and move on with life. What choice do I have? Am I supposed to get cold? Cold like everyone else?