Motherland is safe . . .
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Well before my Vacation I was a ball of stress that i was about to just say FUCK IT! FULL TIME STUDENT.
I guess i just needed to stop thiking for a while. 9 days was good enough. It is amazing how much Cell phones, T.V., Internet, and the familiar can just overtake your mind.
I have learned so much from just spending a little time with Family.The whole trip was a bit stressful but in small doses i think that is healthy. My grandmother was so difficult when i was younger. I think i can read into her now though. She and my mother had a huge fight and i know what really happend. My mother says that she was outcasted and that is true, She was the only one traveling single. Tito CoCo had his evil wife and child.Tito German had Tita Cynthia. Belo has Bela. And m2 had a phone and her children. So yeah by default she was an outcast. My grandmother said that she did not try but also my grandmother did not see that m2 was planning everything and so she had to be a little anti-social. My grandparents had a full house again and there is always an uncomfotable air when my mom is in the same room as people who have wronged her in the past. Plus they are both stubborn. I talked to my grndparents and it makes me feel so good to know that even though i do not call everyday or that i do not visit every weekend that these people still love me. I know that is corny but it does feel good.
It is like an old friend calling to say hi or i remembered your birthday. Even if it has been over a year. I sometimes wonder if people are still your friends after a couple months. i guess the good ones. Dominican was a good place to learn that. There are five people that have made an effort to keep in touch. I think that is damn good.
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Well before my Vacation I was a ball of stress that i was about to just say FUCK IT! FULL TIME STUDENT.
I guess i just needed to stop thiking for a while. 9 days was good enough. It is amazing how much Cell phones, T.V., Internet, and the familiar can just overtake your mind.
I have learned so much from just spending a little time with Family.The whole trip was a bit stressful but in small doses i think that is healthy. My grandmother was so difficult when i was younger. I think i can read into her now though. She and my mother had a huge fight and i know what really happend. My mother says that she was outcasted and that is true, She was the only one traveling single. Tito CoCo had his evil wife and child.Tito German had Tita Cynthia. Belo has Bela. And m2 had a phone and her children. So yeah by default she was an outcast. My grandmother said that she did not try but also my grandmother did not see that m2 was planning everything and so she had to be a little anti-social. My grandparents had a full house again and there is always an uncomfotable air when my mom is in the same room as people who have wronged her in the past. Plus they are both stubborn. I talked to my grndparents and it makes me feel so good to know that even though i do not call everyday or that i do not visit every weekend that these people still love me. I know that is corny but it does feel good.
It is like an old friend calling to say hi or i remembered your birthday. Even if it has been over a year. I sometimes wonder if people are still your friends after a couple months. i guess the good ones. Dominican was a good place to learn that. There are five people that have made an effort to keep in touch. I think that is damn good.
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