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[xxenvyxx42]

ok the doctor said that the less drama in the next month the better i will get all the body pain will disappear. plus i may gain a lot of strength back. no more nose bleeds ect. so for any seeking drama with natalia just drop it. i was wrong you were right please just leave me be i wont write anything about you i will not even whisper your names

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i genuinely mean this...

[mystic_ellie]

im sorry if i havent made the situation any better. i am aware that perhaps i havent known how to be a good friend towards you, and the only thing i wanna do right now is make it better. i care about you so much and i want the friendship that we had back. its just hard to try to do something when you already said you dont care. its like i dont know how to approach you anymore because im scared that you wont care enough to want to fix whatever is going on between us. i dont want to lose you at all, even though that might have already happened. i understand that things will not be the way they are, as you told ben, but i am willing to work through any issues so we can be friends. and i only hope you want the same, but i need to know. please, if you care enough, lets fix this. i know i alone wont make things better, and i want to help you through what youre going through, not make it worse. if you are set that things just wont get better, then tell me that, and ill back off. but i need some input from you...i dont want things to keep going the way they have been.

please just let me know either way.