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I dont know whether or not that being not part of a "group" is good or bad...
honestly i miss out on lots of cool little get togethers...but yet also miss out on a lot of drama...
im starting to conteplate whether or not i should try so hard with friendships if i feel that the effort i give isnt given back.
its like if i dont keep the communication up the friendship goes down. Im almost about to give up on such people... its pointless for me to even try anymore. ive tried to hard. and fuck pleasing everyone from now on. im going to worry about myself and not other people. ive done my community service and i guess its a lost cause.
-chad
hope you feel better BTW.
honestly i miss out on lots of cool little get togethers...but yet also miss out on a lot of drama...
im starting to conteplate whether or not i should try so hard with friendships if i feel that the effort i give isnt given back.
its like if i dont keep the communication up the friendship goes down. Im almost about to give up on such people... its pointless for me to even try anymore. ive tried to hard. and fuck pleasing everyone from now on. im going to worry about myself and not other people. ive done my community service and i guess its a lost cause.
-chad
hope you feel better BTW.