Today.
I stayed up until 2am trying to finish a project for AP Biology that I'm probably not going to get a very stellar grade on.
I woke up at about 5:30, and still ended up being late getting out the door. About fifteen or thirty minutes late.
I got to school ten minutes late.
My art teacher was gone, so I couldn't really bring myself to do much work related to the class - or figure out if we were actually going to have a final or not. I decided to draw some pictures, then attempted to take a nap. Some idiots skipping in my class room (since we had a sub) decided it'd be funny to throw markers at me. Sarah still is mad at me, still won't talk to me, and of course decided to do nothing to help me. I left.
I went to my guidance counselor to see if SCAD had received my testing scores yet. My admissions person is on vacation until tomorrow.
Third period, I really didn't feel like being bothered. I finished up my review sheet and just tried to take a nap, but Karrin and Richard thought it'd be hilarious to just annoy me until finally I couldn't take it and started "annoying" them back, in my own special way.
Fourth period I had a lab practical exam for the fetal pig dissection we performed last week. I was absent for about two of the days the project occurred, and I really don't think I passed that test.
I went to the school's media center after school to just do some things online (finally having time to get onto Ikuzo youma - my site). While I was typing up a rather lengthy post, using what little energy I had, the football team comes in for study hall. One of the players thought it'd be hilarious to turn off my computer, not even saying a word to me. I don't even know this kid. I don't want to.
My stepdad didn't pick me up from school until about four. School ended at 2:30, and he knows I don't stay after for anything anymore.
I got home and despite the fact I have no more homework and only two more days of school, my mom still refuses to take me off of punishment from using the computer. I don't even know what I'm grounded for. I couldn't even bring myself to tell her about my day.
I couldn't spill any of this to anyone. Every time I wanted to, I just didn't have the energy.. I don't.. I don't have the strength anymore. I have two days of school left, one more final exam to take, and a few more months left here. I don't plan on passing that last final, especially since I got to "look up" my grades today, and found that I have all A's and B's, with the exception of one D in a class I don't do well in anyway. I'm done here. I don't care about anything anymore. I don't have anyone that I can talk to.. Rather.. I have friends, yes, but there's no somebody that I can just bring myself to pour my soul into. No one.
Shalom, loneliness.
I believe I've wasted enough of your time. Sorry, guys.
I woke up at about 5:30, and still ended up being late getting out the door. About fifteen or thirty minutes late.
I got to school ten minutes late.
My art teacher was gone, so I couldn't really bring myself to do much work related to the class - or figure out if we were actually going to have a final or not. I decided to draw some pictures, then attempted to take a nap. Some idiots skipping in my class room (since we had a sub) decided it'd be funny to throw markers at me. Sarah still is mad at me, still won't talk to me, and of course decided to do nothing to help me. I left.
I went to my guidance counselor to see if SCAD had received my testing scores yet. My admissions person is on vacation until tomorrow.
Third period, I really didn't feel like being bothered. I finished up my review sheet and just tried to take a nap, but Karrin and Richard thought it'd be hilarious to just annoy me until finally I couldn't take it and started "annoying" them back, in my own special way.
Fourth period I had a lab practical exam for the fetal pig dissection we performed last week. I was absent for about two of the days the project occurred, and I really don't think I passed that test.
I went to the school's media center after school to just do some things online (finally having time to get onto Ikuzo youma - my site). While I was typing up a rather lengthy post, using what little energy I had, the football team comes in for study hall. One of the players thought it'd be hilarious to turn off my computer, not even saying a word to me. I don't even know this kid. I don't want to.
My stepdad didn't pick me up from school until about four. School ended at 2:30, and he knows I don't stay after for anything anymore.
I got home and despite the fact I have no more homework and only two more days of school, my mom still refuses to take me off of punishment from using the computer. I don't even know what I'm grounded for. I couldn't even bring myself to tell her about my day.
I couldn't spill any of this to anyone. Every time I wanted to, I just didn't have the energy.. I don't.. I don't have the strength anymore. I have two days of school left, one more final exam to take, and a few more months left here. I don't plan on passing that last final, especially since I got to "look up" my grades today, and found that I have all A's and B's, with the exception of one D in a class I don't do well in anyway. I'm done here. I don't care about anything anymore. I don't have anyone that I can talk to.. Rather.. I have friends, yes, but there's no somebody that I can just bring myself to pour my soul into. No one.
Shalom, loneliness.
I believe I've wasted enough of your time. Sorry, guys.