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my dad has been strangely nice to me lately, come to think of it my mom has too.. im waiting for someone to tell me im dying or the world is ending or something. me dad said i couldnt go out and then my mom talked him into it..twice this weekend. then, this morning i woke up to a phone call from my dad saying that he dropped off "my car" at my grandmas house and i can go check it out today whenever i want (keep in mind i havent even gotten my permit yet so who knos when ill actually get to drive the thing..actually, he brought up the topic of driving school yesterday so, we'll see). after he called i remembered that he asked sean to go work with him today, thats kinda weird for me, i hope they dont talk too much/my dad doesnt embarass the hell out of me. and, sean was driving so i hope that he doesnt drive like an asshole w/ my dad in the car bc if he drives good chances are my dad will be cool with me dricing with him. hm.
its so weird, lately ive been speding time with people that ive been friends with but that i was never too close with. honestly, i like them alot better than SOME PEOPLE, they kno who they are. im tired of backstabbing friends, i have hard enough time trusting people, but it always seems to turn out that i trust the wrong people.speaking of which, i really need to talk to brian. ugh
all i want is a few trustworty friends that i have fun wiht and a nice boyfriend, is that so much to ask for?
looks like our friendship has come to an end, its really upsetting, i loved you like a best firend for 3 years. well, i guess its better that i saw the true you now than not seeing it at all. goodbye dear, call me when you grow up.
i dont want to go to school monday, i dont want to have to deal with seeing troy. god he makes me sick.
im talking to jon h. hmmmmm.
i kno u cant really tell but, for the most part im really happy. other than a few scumbag "friends" ive had a good weekend, hopefully things will get better and not worse, my dad will trust me and get off my case a little more. life is good i suppose.
its so weird, lately ive been speding time with people that ive been friends with but that i was never too close with. honestly, i like them alot better than SOME PEOPLE, they kno who they are. im tired of backstabbing friends, i have hard enough time trusting people, but it always seems to turn out that i trust the wrong people.speaking of which, i really need to talk to brian. ugh
all i want is a few trustworty friends that i have fun wiht and a nice boyfriend, is that so much to ask for?
looks like our friendship has come to an end, its really upsetting, i loved you like a best firend for 3 years. well, i guess its better that i saw the true you now than not seeing it at all. goodbye dear, call me when you grow up.
i dont want to go to school monday, i dont want to have to deal with seeing troy. god he makes me sick.
im talking to jon h. hmmmmm.
i kno u cant really tell but, for the most part im really happy. other than a few scumbag "friends" ive had a good weekend, hopefully things will get better and not worse, my dad will trust me and get off my case a little more. life is good i suppose.