Jan 20, 2006 21:58
Lately i've been thinking I need to get out of my house more. I was with Cynthia and Brynn today, and i realized, that no one tells me anything anymore.. hmm. Let's hang out more. (i totally over used the word more) There's high chances i'll be going to the show tomorrow, but my sister's talking about snowboarding o.0 huh, well w.e. If i go to the show, i'll get to see Manda, who i haven't seen in forever, and i miss her <3 (and others i haven't seen in ever, mhmm)
*love emzors
**There's a lot of people I haven't talked to in a long time, and some I don't think i'll get the chance to talk to again. I don't really understand why things suddenly change, like one minute you're having a great time with someone, and the next you rarely cross paths, and when you do, it's like you've never met. I mean, i understand if something between you messed up, that would cause some type of awkwardness, but if it's nothing, then what? Are you supposed to assume you did something wrong?
Truthfully, i miss having a large tight group of friends, even the bitch fights were fun because subconsciously we knew we'd still be friends afterwards. It's weird how people can pull apart so fast. It would be dumb to say that i want things to be as they 'used' to because obviously noone else does. Or maybe I should just shut up.?**