today is going to suck

[xxeljoexx]

yeah yesterday i fucked shit up so bad you dont even know i am not going to get into detail but yeah i am stcuk with one of the worst problems you can have and it is seriously going to fuck my life up well i wouldnt go that far but hey lol and i really like this kid but like things are like kinda weird between us cus we are actually more friends then anything but now all my shit i have been planning on figuring out with him is fucked now i have to waste more time trying to find another guiy cus i dont like to be lonley u know well i dont even know if i want the bull shit it makes me to confused having a boyfriend so i should maybe stay away from that i have been having really fun though for the most part partying like every night but like getting FUCkinG TANKed if ya know what i mean well im out peace
ima beat the brakes off that bitch< if ya know what i mean