I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
soryy i havent wrote in here in a while, i was planning to yesterday but my internet broke! :( i was sooooo bored i ended up doing loads of colourisations on ArkSoft.
schools out! yay i really think i need a rest from it all :p im acting like a total bitch at the moment - things with me and rosie have just heated up way too much. everytime i se her i just get so angry, it feels really weird, like heat is rising through my body, it gets to my head and i just go crazy - i was such a bitch to her, ive really gotta stop and just try to calm down - i ended up slapping her in the middle of the corridor, she slaped back, then i slaped, then she did... and in the end we just burst out laughing, butr we're still not friends. idk for a moment it was almost like a sign to eachother that we were missing eachother or something. but then olivia got into a really big fight with her, it went really fast, and she made rosie bleed, but it was in self defence, rosie was pinning her against the wall
anyway, i dont wanna talk about that anymore. today tim and katie are coming to look after us from london, because my parents dont leave work 'til friday. it should be really fun, we're going to see the chronicles of narnia (idk if i'll like it it looks kinda boring :p) with my sister then we'll go to kfc. im looking forward to it, but i dont know if i'll be able to hold down the kfc :(. i want to eat and i know i have to eat, but eating makes you gain weight and i dont need to gain weight, i need to loose it. ive come really far recently, i think im eating a bit more than i used to, but i have really small portions. i can see a difference but im scared im going to mess everything up with christmas. i have to be alert at what im eating all the time, i kinda ust want to relax and be able to take that chocolate, have the extra bit of turkey.
me and my brother tried looking for our christmas presents yesterday :p i found our presents from my auntie and uncle, but they were wrapped :( i love the presents they buy us, theyre so cool (as your probably guessing i love presents :p) i found an envelope next to my present t said 'to elaine and barry (my parents) - just in case) it was a recipt from gap and then it said a bag and a belt >yay!< i might go on the website so i can guess which ones they are, but mabie that would be taking my sneakiness too far :p
oh and a big hiiii to staciemacie <3333 you rock, im really glad were talking more :D
right im off to make my christmas presents for the sweetin babes :p
schools out! yay i really think i need a rest from it all :p im acting like a total bitch at the moment - things with me and rosie have just heated up way too much. everytime i se her i just get so angry, it feels really weird, like heat is rising through my body, it gets to my head and i just go crazy - i was such a bitch to her, ive really gotta stop and just try to calm down - i ended up slapping her in the middle of the corridor, she slaped back, then i slaped, then she did... and in the end we just burst out laughing, butr we're still not friends. idk for a moment it was almost like a sign to eachother that we were missing eachother or something. but then olivia got into a really big fight with her, it went really fast, and she made rosie bleed, but it was in self defence, rosie was pinning her against the wall
anyway, i dont wanna talk about that anymore. today tim and katie are coming to look after us from london, because my parents dont leave work 'til friday. it should be really fun, we're going to see the chronicles of narnia (idk if i'll like it it looks kinda boring :p) with my sister then we'll go to kfc. im looking forward to it, but i dont know if i'll be able to hold down the kfc :(. i want to eat and i know i have to eat, but eating makes you gain weight and i dont need to gain weight, i need to loose it. ive come really far recently, i think im eating a bit more than i used to, but i have really small portions. i can see a difference but im scared im going to mess everything up with christmas. i have to be alert at what im eating all the time, i kinda ust want to relax and be able to take that chocolate, have the extra bit of turkey.
me and my brother tried looking for our christmas presents yesterday :p i found our presents from my auntie and uncle, but they were wrapped :( i love the presents they buy us, theyre so cool (as your probably guessing i love presents :p) i found an envelope next to my present t said 'to elaine and barry (my parents) - just in case) it was a recipt from gap and then it said a bag and a belt >yay!< i might go on the website so i can guess which ones they are, but mabie that would be taking my sneakiness too far :p
oh and a big hiiii to staciemacie <3333 you rock, im really glad were talking more :D
right im off to make my christmas presents for the sweetin babes :p