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It has been a while since i have been on here. Its not that im busy or anything, i just havent really wanted to say anything. i havent been in the mood to talk. and besides i try to post 3 times yesterday, but i kept hitting a button on my laptop and it would send me somewhere else. but any way
My birthday was a while ago. it was great. i got to go what i wanted. i didnt have a party per-say, but i had fun. we went kiaking. it was great fun! it was hot, and the water was nice.
While my new harry potter book. i waited almost 2 years for it. i know it sounds really dumb, but i couldnt wait for it. i was even more excited when steveo said he got me one, and that we were going to go together. i was about speechless when he told me. but then, since it came out on the 16th, and we had a show that day he said no. it hurt, but i didnt say anything. i didnt wanna push it. i dont feel like im on his good side much anymore any way. he doesnt seem im fit to tell anything anymore. which is ok, i know its not my business, but damn in a few days time, i went from being told almost everything to not knowing anything. like his g'f. it seemed like alot of people know wabout her, a name and all, but to me its jsut someone...oh well, im out of line of being told things now. whats new...
the show was great. there was soo much mud, all my clothes are covered in mud. its soo much fun to run in the mud. although it sucked when we tried to do the resuce race. i got stuck in the mud when i did it, and got the muscles in my side ppulled really really bad. oh well its all worth it in the end!!
Some times i dont know weather to scream cry or hide. i jsut cant wait to get out of this town. im sliding back to not really knowing anyone, or at least knowing people who are worth knowing.
i have these thoughts about this horse, i just know that if i got a hold of it, i could do soo much, it kills me to watch it be rode. its never rode to it potential. oh well i guess that is the curse i get for riding horses that arent mine. its like meeting someone that you really really think is cool, but only seeing them once. i got to know the horse, but its not worht it anymore. oh well damnned again.
ive lost all track of time lately. i go to state fair the 6th and 12th. of augusgt. its a count down to that, and then the 14th for college. my roommate is a cheerleader, and has blond hair, nice huh! she really doesnt seem that bad, some how she is from a small town then i am!
besides being confused as hell about alot right now. im ok, im managing to survie my aunt and her deals. im alive and while. and mentaly im ok for now. although i have my days lately where i just cant seem to think, its all dark, and i dont know where to go.
good night better days i hope
whit
My birthday was a while ago. it was great. i got to go what i wanted. i didnt have a party per-say, but i had fun. we went kiaking. it was great fun! it was hot, and the water was nice.
While my new harry potter book. i waited almost 2 years for it. i know it sounds really dumb, but i couldnt wait for it. i was even more excited when steveo said he got me one, and that we were going to go together. i was about speechless when he told me. but then, since it came out on the 16th, and we had a show that day he said no. it hurt, but i didnt say anything. i didnt wanna push it. i dont feel like im on his good side much anymore any way. he doesnt seem im fit to tell anything anymore. which is ok, i know its not my business, but damn in a few days time, i went from being told almost everything to not knowing anything. like his g'f. it seemed like alot of people know wabout her, a name and all, but to me its jsut someone...oh well, im out of line of being told things now. whats new...
the show was great. there was soo much mud, all my clothes are covered in mud. its soo much fun to run in the mud. although it sucked when we tried to do the resuce race. i got stuck in the mud when i did it, and got the muscles in my side ppulled really really bad. oh well its all worth it in the end!!
Some times i dont know weather to scream cry or hide. i jsut cant wait to get out of this town. im sliding back to not really knowing anyone, or at least knowing people who are worth knowing.
i have these thoughts about this horse, i just know that if i got a hold of it, i could do soo much, it kills me to watch it be rode. its never rode to it potential. oh well i guess that is the curse i get for riding horses that arent mine. its like meeting someone that you really really think is cool, but only seeing them once. i got to know the horse, but its not worht it anymore. oh well damnned again.
ive lost all track of time lately. i go to state fair the 6th and 12th. of augusgt. its a count down to that, and then the 14th for college. my roommate is a cheerleader, and has blond hair, nice huh! she really doesnt seem that bad, some how she is from a small town then i am!
besides being confused as hell about alot right now. im ok, im managing to survie my aunt and her deals. im alive and while. and mentaly im ok for now. although i have my days lately where i just cant seem to think, its all dark, and i dont know where to go.
good night better days i hope
whit