Christmas Break
It's amazing at much someone can want something so bad. By the time I made it home from Purdue last Friday, I was wishing I was at home at Purdue. I guess I just didn't need to know everything that was told to me...makes me feel like when I come home from break or one weekend, I won't have a home to come home too...Only a few things keep me coming back to Rushville, and that's the horses, and the few people I like. Getting an apartment and living in West Lafayette doesn't sound like a bad thing right now...although I wouldn’t have anything there for me. It's hard to make the choice of where to go.
I'm so glade that finals are over. I lost so much sleep, but it was an unconscious stress I didn't realize I had until I started loosing sleep, found everything from my bed on the floor from having restless sleep. my appetite was lost some place as well...which I realized when I though I was starving, but when it got down to eating, I barely ate a thing...kind of difficult...But I passed all of my finals...I don’t know how I passed my biology final...but I did. On that I don't know how I passed the class, but I did...with a C? I’m happy at how well I did, almost cried! It was great. I know I am going to work harder...i know where the work I did this past semester got me, and this means I have to work a little harder, which won’t be a hard thing. Just need to stop procrastinating...and do my work!!
I have to say that Nip/Tuck is great. Started to watch it at the begging of this semester, and I watched it religiously every Tuesday...almost...missed a few but got caught up a few weeks later. I didn’t get to see all the old sessions, because some guys got stuck watching them, and watched them all in 3 days!!! So since I went to class I missed some. But this past session, I saw it all! And the final show for this session was amazing...2 hours long...and I was online with 2 people talking to them during commercials along with talking on the phone to my wifie about it. It was crazy; I couldn’t believe what happened at the end. such twists and confusing information to lead us away...although I have said that it was Quentin in the beginning, I changed my mind at the very end, and it ended up being Quentin...and Kit...which is wrong!!! It was great, but that just mean I have found something else to spend money on...cause the charmed session are coming out fast and that’s like 8 session, and I have 2...but I'm getting there...number 3 for Christmas...wish I still had someone to watch them with...
I have passed this part of break sleeping on the couch, waking with a daily head ach, because everyone around here is addicted to smoking. I never realized how much it messed with me. But I wan't ever around it. I mean I was when we went to BW3's but that wasnt ever a big deal, and for the most part from some time no one smoked around me. And while at the house they had to go out side, which was a good thing. But here I can't really get away from it. Makes me want Purdue even more now. Oh well...right...I'm ok, just wanted to get it out a bit so I don't freak out on anyone in the next few days...don't want to screw up going to see Tony...:-D