will i shake this off..pretend its all okay?
Well.
This was pretty much the worst week ever. I found out James told another girl he had feelings for her.. even better it was a good friend of mine. And he told her more than one time.. last week and..get this..on fucking valentines day. I'm like in shock. I realllllyyyy thought he felt as strongly about me as i felt about him. But this always happens to me so i dunno what i was thinking. I'm just in so much pain right now and i dont know. I dont want it to just end but i cant go on with someone who does that..no matter how many times they apologize or make excuses up. God i cant believe he would do that..hes just like any other fucking guy in the world. I dont even know what the deal is anymore..if were even together or not.. everything just sucks.. everytime i think something is perfect in my life im wrong. what did i do to deserve this...
This was pretty much the worst week ever. I found out James told another girl he had feelings for her.. even better it was a good friend of mine. And he told her more than one time.. last week and..get this..on fucking valentines day. I'm like in shock. I realllllyyyy thought he felt as strongly about me as i felt about him. But this always happens to me so i dunno what i was thinking. I'm just in so much pain right now and i dont know. I dont want it to just end but i cant go on with someone who does that..no matter how many times they apologize or make excuses up. God i cant believe he would do that..hes just like any other fucking guy in the world. I dont even know what the deal is anymore..if were even together or not.. everything just sucks.. everytime i think something is perfect in my life im wrong. what did i do to deserve this...