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k i just calmed down..slightly..
wayne asked me out yesterday. i said yes. then all day i got shit for it. i was like whatever fuck all these people cuz yeah hes so sweet and i dont care what they think.. then afterschool someone told me something thats like.. ahh i cant believe it not this again!! im going through this whole situation again cept with different people and now im in the other position. i cant believe it. for so long i didnt have anybody and now its like still a problem just with the exact opposite. then finals are coming up and ive been working on that science project everyday til like 5:30 and blaah ive just been super stressed and overwhelmed.. then when i got home i found out this bitch who i guess likes wayne even though he had liked her before me and she refused to ever date him called me ugly and fucked up and a buncha other shit and i was like ..k. then i went to guitar lessons and my teacher was so mad at me cuz i couldnt concentrate or rememeber anything and when i got in the car i put my head down and my dad kept asking me what was wrong and stuff and i finally like exploded and was like NOTHING I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT and was like crying hysterically.. and i just calmed down like 5 or so minutes ago... i fucking hate my life things NEVER can turn out good or normal for me theres always some weird twist to everything. id try to kill myself but id fuck that up too cuz im such a loser so yeah... k bye
wayne asked me out yesterday. i said yes. then all day i got shit for it. i was like whatever fuck all these people cuz yeah hes so sweet and i dont care what they think.. then afterschool someone told me something thats like.. ahh i cant believe it not this again!! im going through this whole situation again cept with different people and now im in the other position. i cant believe it. for so long i didnt have anybody and now its like still a problem just with the exact opposite. then finals are coming up and ive been working on that science project everyday til like 5:30 and blaah ive just been super stressed and overwhelmed.. then when i got home i found out this bitch who i guess likes wayne even though he had liked her before me and she refused to ever date him called me ugly and fucked up and a buncha other shit and i was like ..k. then i went to guitar lessons and my teacher was so mad at me cuz i couldnt concentrate or rememeber anything and when i got in the car i put my head down and my dad kept asking me what was wrong and stuff and i finally like exploded and was like NOTHING I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT and was like crying hysterically.. and i just calmed down like 5 or so minutes ago... i fucking hate my life things NEVER can turn out good or normal for me theres always some weird twist to everything. id try to kill myself but id fuck that up too cuz im such a loser so yeah... k bye