just forget me, it's that simple
Things have been getting worse around here, I wish everything would just stop. I'm so sick of my mom leaving and having to worry about her when she doesn't come back for the night, I'm so sick of my dad yelling, and I'm so sick of crying. Most of their fighting is about me, how I can't do anything fucking right here. Sometimes I just want to leave and forget I ever came here, because..in ways moving here was the worst thing to happen to me. But then, in other ways it's the best. I mean I love my friends to death and I don't know where I'd be without them, but sometimes, it seems they'd do better without me. Sometimes it seems like they just wish I'd go away and leave them alone. I know I'm not the coolest or funniest or most "hxc", but it's me. I wouldn't blame you if you didn't like me, I'm not too liking of myself right now.