nightmare

[xxdutchessxx]

Last night I couldnt sleep and couldnt stop coughing so I decided to take some tylonal (wow, i think I spelled that wrong, give me a break, it's 6 in the friggin morning!) severe cold and flu. Jenn, I may not see monkeys, but it gave me horrible dreams! I woke up at 5am crying. In my dream I was in a hotel on base and it somehow went from that to being a cruise ship. The ship hit something and cupcake lost 3 of her legs (just the bottom part of her legs) and part of her tail. In the dream she had to be put to sleep and that's where I woke up crying. Well, not really crying, I was making the crying sounds without the tears. It REALLY disturbed me. I've checked poor cupcakes legs like 5 times in the last hour. Poor kitty probably thinks i'm insane. Well, I probably am, but that's besides the point. Now i'm afraid to go back to sleep =( I'm going to at least try, I'm tired as fuck. Doesnt help when I have a lot on my mind and it wont quit racing long enough for me to get some sleep.

Ni nights!