Feelings for another
Ok!Well my friend, Josh Gora,just sent my an e-mail. It made me day, but one thing I like and hate at the same time was. My heart started to beat fast again it happens every single time he ims me, e-mails me, talks me, etc. And well my feelings come back that I had for him. I guess they never went away, they just stayed in a darken place. And well we are trying to be friends. We are starting to talk everyday starting today. And I feel really bad because here I am having him on my mind thinking what s he like now and everything and I have a BF. Is it bad that I'm thinking about someone who is not my BF?! I'm glad that Josh and I are talking again but damn why did my feelings have to come back too.
P.S. I really need to remember my password to LJ
P.S. I really need to remember my password to LJ