if i could be anything ...
ive recently replayed underoath & the academy is for the past 2 days & i have this weird feeling connected to this music. all of it brings me back to the summer days i spent RELIGIOUSLY "devoted" to being with kt, michael & kind of lindsey. i know it may be kind of akward to say but i really kind of miss it. it was just so relaxed, free, immature and it seemed like a perpetual friendship. its mind blowing to think of how it just..ended without real closure. i guess i dont miss everything about it, i really do like how things are right now, but i just miss that security i had with that tight-knit group of friends.
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life is a tid bit stressful right now but not too much.
im still finding the topic of "love" very, very complicated & i fear many things. i think how everything has been so Up & down, is really taking its toll on me. i wish it could just be in between or just perfect all the time (
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life is a tid bit stressful right now but not too much.
im still finding the topic of "love" very, very complicated & i fear many things. i think how everything has been so Up & down, is really taking its toll on me. i wish it could just be in between or just perfect all the time (