"things always get worse before they get better"-kt. <3
my mother hates me.
ive cried so much today.
i cant even think about rewriting about all my emotions these past 2 days.
im going nuts. my stress has hit an all time high.
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to top that off, ive come to the realization that love IS everything & everything IS replacable.
so that makes love temporary right? A feeling that ISNT everlasting & forever. ..
-OKAY-so maybe there are people who do fall in love til the day they die but that just sounds too fairy tale like & that if i were to say it wasnt as unreachable as i claimed it to be in my previous sentence, id be contradicting myself. : | HAH whoops. there i go. BUH.
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besides home life & my underappreciated love life (im doing pretty swell in school. im taking great classes next year. katie is still 100% "got muh back" as ALWAYS.
EH. my asthma is really screwing me over. i think im paying the doctor a visit tomorrow. INSOMNIA-- its all comin back to me. YET the stress factors in my life are most definitely contributing to that. i really need to take care of myself & fix a lot of problems in my life. ill get to it. i have to.
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If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
& not to worry cause worry is wasteful
& useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken