Sometimes, You Just Gotta Breathe It All In
*sigh* I always have these moments. I'll be happy, but when night falls, it always bites me in the ass and I feel like I used to do when I'm a freshman. Night is my worst enemy. I feel hurt and depressed all over again. Over the life I'm living and I feel like anything I do, doesn't change the way that I feel. Lonelieness also plays a huge role in my life. But what other teenager doesn't? Yeah, I can be happy at times, but then yeah I do feel like this so much, I just don't know how to change completely.
I've got my great friends telling me that I'm a great person and that I can do anything, they always have faith in me. I feel like they're the only ones, I mean, family is supposed to do that too, but they're the ones that tend to drag me down. Sometimes I just wanna get out and never come back. Sometimes I feel like nothing bad would have happened if I wasn't here....
Okay, that sounded suicidal, but that's not what I meant. I meant that ever since I moved here to Michigan City my life completely changed. My feelings and outlook on life changed. I was happy, then I'm not, completely not. I dunno man, I hate this on and off cycle shit. Just gotta tell myself to breathe it in and move on with my life. Don't look back and get over it.
I've got my great friends telling me that I'm a great person and that I can do anything, they always have faith in me. I feel like they're the only ones, I mean, family is supposed to do that too, but they're the ones that tend to drag me down. Sometimes I just wanna get out and never come back. Sometimes I feel like nothing bad would have happened if I wasn't here....
Okay, that sounded suicidal, but that's not what I meant. I meant that ever since I moved here to Michigan City my life completely changed. My feelings and outlook on life changed. I was happy, then I'm not, completely not. I dunno man, I hate this on and off cycle shit. Just gotta tell myself to breathe it in and move on with my life. Don't look back and get over it.