I Still Remember....
It's been a little of a lonely day for me, and I'm okay with it.
I'm sorry. I don't regret what happened, I'm happy. I just wish there were so many ways of going about things without hurting anyone. Though, like you said, "You can't make any deciscions in life without hurting anyone, that's just the way life goes." Then I was thinking, I hate hurting other people because I feel what they feel especially when it comes to pain. I put myself in their position, I just can't bring myself to reality, and sometimes that's the only way. There's some that read this, you know I care soooo much for you. I wouldn't change a thing. Sometimes I feel so torn about this, and the thing is, I still feel so stupid about it, but it's almost like it posesses me as weird as it sounds. I'm just that way, and I don't know how to change it. All I know is that I'm happy where things are for now, I still feel like I've hurt you and I can't be any more sorry than I am. You know I'm always with you. And I still smile because I know I'm happy where I am right now, and I don't want it to change. You make me happy, I wouldn't want to change that, you know I care for you and you know I love you.
I'm sorry. I don't regret what happened, I'm happy. I just wish there were so many ways of going about things without hurting anyone. Though, like you said, "You can't make any deciscions in life without hurting anyone, that's just the way life goes." Then I was thinking, I hate hurting other people because I feel what they feel especially when it comes to pain. I put myself in their position, I just can't bring myself to reality, and sometimes that's the only way. There's some that read this, you know I care soooo much for you. I wouldn't change a thing. Sometimes I feel so torn about this, and the thing is, I still feel so stupid about it, but it's almost like it posesses me as weird as it sounds. I'm just that way, and I don't know how to change it. All I know is that I'm happy where things are for now, I still feel like I've hurt you and I can't be any more sorry than I am. You know I'm always with you. And I still smile because I know I'm happy where I am right now, and I don't want it to change. You make me happy, I wouldn't want to change that, you know I care for you and you know I love you.