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I just thought up a solution to many, many things, such as immaturity, hypocrisy, blah blah.
Guide To A Healthy Computer And Headspace. (dun dun dun)
1.
how'sabout, (since no one wants to actually talk) You THINK about something before you write it in the little msn box. Now, you may be thinking, "But, I dooooo think! ALOTS." Well, thats not what I mean. I mean, think of this.
If you might not say it to their face, then maybe....don't say it. Just don't.
2.
I notice that people tend to wait until they get on their computers to say all the shit they need to say. No, I know your reading this and thinking I'm takling about YOU. But I'm not. I'm talking about a LOT of people. So don't get any ideas. This is for FUTURE references, not right now.
So, tip number two, don't say everything on the computer. Because that only means you need time to sit and think up little poetical lines that sound god to bombared at the "enemy". NO. NOOOO. It doesn't matter how you put something as long as it means the same thing.
3.
Computers do not make you "safe". Because if you act like an asshole on the computer, I will still fucking hate you when I see you. its not virtual debate.
4.
I cannot stress to you how much you need to stay away from the damned computer during these events. Because, I find the reason people wait, is because they like to take their petty anger out on poeple. Also, for those of you who have done that to me, I find that you have NOTHING to say DURING the conflict, when we are face to face, or AFTERWARDS when you all see me at school, its like "ooooh, tentiiiion". Did you forget all the shit you said earlier? Noooo. Nope. I find that there are certain memebers of my friends that get blame and anger thrown at them face to face. Those people are usually their quieter ones. NO one does it to me, because well, They know ILL SAY SOMETHING BACK AND MAKE YOU LOOK STOOOOPID. Scary thought huh?
The conlusion:
You will tell me face to face from now on. If you even so much as try to talk to me via msn....Eljay (we all know how you all like to sit here on ElJay and argue, and then not say shit all to anyones faces) I will not listen. Howsabout you say something WHEN THE SHIT IS HAPPENING. Because I must say, I have shut up poeple really fast before. They are the same kind of people who will chat your head off on msn.
you all KNOW I will indeed say anything, and ANYTHING to your face.
ElJay drama, you all LIKE IT. I for one, am sick of it. So take your little lines, and shove them up your asshole, unless your going to recite them to me live. I'm glad cody agrees with me on this little LJ drama subject. Cut it out. Most of you aren't the big talkers you pretend to be. Most people that know me, know I AM. I cannot stress this enough!
DONT.
SAY.
THINGS.
YOU.
WONT.
SAY.
TO.
MY.
FACE.
It will avoid soooo much stupidity.
Oh, and for Leeny, When it gets to the point where you are forced to admit to being a hypocrite, then just stop arguing, there is NO POINT after that.
Hey, I'm not even mad at you. You can be mad...but I'm not mad. At all. Stupidity doesn't bother me, Its just does that: shows me how much stupidity there really is.
Before you make a loooong reply rant, remember my four tips.
Come talk to MEEEE. not to your computer.
This thing is dedicated to Cody, because he agrees that eljay drama is nonsense. I'm hoping this will end computer drama. Though most likely, it wont.
Now, for MY entry about ME.
I am making a change. Aiko half talked me into it, but i had to actually want to, and I am. I am going to completely stop cutting, because I find that if i WANT to stop I can. Anyone can stop if they WANT to. If you dont want to, then its not gonna happen. Any time you guys see me cut my wrist, you'll know its because I just wanted to, not because I "didn't want to".
This change means pushing negative things out of my life. I find I've been weighed down by TONS of nasty people trying TRYING to manipulate me. Well, its not working. Therefore, negative things go OUT, and I will be a happier person. This means actually doing better in school, seperating myself from uneeded depression. (by uneeded I mean avoidable) and surrounding myself with things I LIKE. I think it can work.
Thank you Aiko, for telling me
"When you feel like your going through hell, get through it, and eventually you'll find heaven"
Eventually, All things are obstacles that I can obviously get over I WANT to. It will be hard, but I'll do my best.
Love for my friends who supported me.
Guide To A Healthy Computer And Headspace. (dun dun dun)
1.
how'sabout, (since no one wants to actually talk) You THINK about something before you write it in the little msn box. Now, you may be thinking, "But, I dooooo think! ALOTS." Well, thats not what I mean. I mean, think of this.
If you might not say it to their face, then maybe....don't say it. Just don't.
2.
I notice that people tend to wait until they get on their computers to say all the shit they need to say. No, I know your reading this and thinking I'm takling about YOU. But I'm not. I'm talking about a LOT of people. So don't get any ideas. This is for FUTURE references, not right now.
So, tip number two, don't say everything on the computer. Because that only means you need time to sit and think up little poetical lines that sound god to bombared at the "enemy". NO. NOOOO. It doesn't matter how you put something as long as it means the same thing.
3.
Computers do not make you "safe". Because if you act like an asshole on the computer, I will still fucking hate you when I see you. its not virtual debate.
4.
I cannot stress to you how much you need to stay away from the damned computer during these events. Because, I find the reason people wait, is because they like to take their petty anger out on poeple. Also, for those of you who have done that to me, I find that you have NOTHING to say DURING the conflict, when we are face to face, or AFTERWARDS when you all see me at school, its like "ooooh, tentiiiion". Did you forget all the shit you said earlier? Noooo. Nope. I find that there are certain memebers of my friends that get blame and anger thrown at them face to face. Those people are usually their quieter ones. NO one does it to me, because well, They know ILL SAY SOMETHING BACK AND MAKE YOU LOOK STOOOOPID. Scary thought huh?
The conlusion:
You will tell me face to face from now on. If you even so much as try to talk to me via msn....Eljay (we all know how you all like to sit here on ElJay and argue, and then not say shit all to anyones faces) I will not listen. Howsabout you say something WHEN THE SHIT IS HAPPENING. Because I must say, I have shut up poeple really fast before. They are the same kind of people who will chat your head off on msn.
you all KNOW I will indeed say anything, and ANYTHING to your face.
ElJay drama, you all LIKE IT. I for one, am sick of it. So take your little lines, and shove them up your asshole, unless your going to recite them to me live. I'm glad cody agrees with me on this little LJ drama subject. Cut it out. Most of you aren't the big talkers you pretend to be. Most people that know me, know I AM. I cannot stress this enough!
DONT.
SAY.
THINGS.
YOU.
WONT.
SAY.
TO.
MY.
FACE.
It will avoid soooo much stupidity.
Oh, and for Leeny, When it gets to the point where you are forced to admit to being a hypocrite, then just stop arguing, there is NO POINT after that.
Hey, I'm not even mad at you. You can be mad...but I'm not mad. At all. Stupidity doesn't bother me, Its just does that: shows me how much stupidity there really is.
Before you make a loooong reply rant, remember my four tips.
Come talk to MEEEE. not to your computer.
This thing is dedicated to Cody, because he agrees that eljay drama is nonsense. I'm hoping this will end computer drama. Though most likely, it wont.
Now, for MY entry about ME.
I am making a change. Aiko half talked me into it, but i had to actually want to, and I am. I am going to completely stop cutting, because I find that if i WANT to stop I can. Anyone can stop if they WANT to. If you dont want to, then its not gonna happen. Any time you guys see me cut my wrist, you'll know its because I just wanted to, not because I "didn't want to".
This change means pushing negative things out of my life. I find I've been weighed down by TONS of nasty people trying TRYING to manipulate me. Well, its not working. Therefore, negative things go OUT, and I will be a happier person. This means actually doing better in school, seperating myself from uneeded depression. (by uneeded I mean avoidable) and surrounding myself with things I LIKE. I think it can work.
Thank you Aiko, for telling me
"When you feel like your going through hell, get through it, and eventually you'll find heaven"
Eventually, All things are obstacles that I can obviously get over I WANT to. It will be hard, but I'll do my best.
Love for my friends who supported me.