Mar 10, 2007 11:58
I'm currently in my dad's house right now. Sitting down in my room, I can hear my dad and stepmother arguing outside of my door. *sigh* Well, at least today is Saturday :/ I'm getting ready for my baby brother's baptism which starts in about two or three hours. And so far, things are going horribly.
Is it me, or is everyone in this whole entire world oblivious to my existence? I don't know. I often feel like that. That's just the way things seem like.
One of my bestfriends, Renee, is fucking transferring to another school, leaving me to rot in the most dreadful highschool in the whole universe, lol. I'll probably, most likely, never see her ever again. But on the other hand, I have my other bestfriend Latoya, who hardly talks to me at all, making me feel like I am nothing; just a speck of dust that's unwanted and bothering. Lets face it. Either way, I. Am. Screwed. I gotta love her though. She's my dork.
I saw my crush yesturday, and I've decided that he's COMPLETE BULLSHIT, AND not that great after all. So whatever. I'm in the process of forgetting all about that emo wannabe loser.
I kept watching the "Beautiful Liar" video yesterday over and over again. I love the song. Beyonce's voice is completely different from Shakira's, so its weird how two totally different things can sound so good together. I think they make a great duo. BUT, I hate the way Beyonce tries so hard to be better than Shakira in the whole belly dancing thing. It's ridiculous. Regardless, the video is pretty cool. Hopefully, I can see more of them in the future.
blah,
neglection,
problems