Sep 25, 2005 02:52
So i went out with Anat, Kathy and their friend Courtney (might i add that i love these girls i think that they are great, so fun). Ne ways we went to a bar, i cannot remember what it is called though, but it was pretty cool. There were alot of cool people there, and it really made me think about how i need to open up. I mean i am so up tight, i need to loosen up, ecperience life a little, make it so that i can be more comfortable with myself. Hell how else i am gonna meet a man, ya know? i need to learn how to jsut say, "this is me, this is who i am, take it or get the fuck outta my face". I need to stop worrying about what others think and more about what i think. That is my new goal, think for myself and not be afraid of what others might think.