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[xxdothadewxx]

Today i went to work

that was it

oh gosh im so excited for mikey to be home tomorrow

but each piece of news i get from him just kinda ruins it.

for 2 weeks the plan was his flight got here at 4pm and then i would spend the night

then a few days ago the plan was the flight got here at 4 pm but i could only hang out with him til 12:30

And now the plan is that his flight gets here at 8pm, then he has to drop off his godmother and then he's just stopping by to see me for a few...........

im not mad at all cuz i kno its stuff he has to do but i dunno it just kinda saddens me lol

I know that the second i see him i wont want to leave
i wont want to let go

and now i only get a few minutes with him...that really brings me down lol

gosh he drives me crazy....i dont know what im gonna do without him

which now i dunno if im gonna tell him my decision about school tomorrow or not.....
i get nervous about it...just by thinking about it.
I dunno if its the right time to tell him

im really hot and tired and i had my first meal in 4 days ....3 hours ago.

gah

i really need mikey right now
<3
mwah