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So my diet begins in the morning. i've actually been doin good except when i go to other people's houses and such and i cant refuse the food.
but the next 2 weeks i dont have to worry bout that. bc lets face it...im a ...well a fat ass. i dont feel good bout myself right now. blah
IN OTHER NOTES**
I believe i may have made a decision
or even a realization
(bout what im doing in the fall)
only chelsea knows this realization
and no one else will know until my birtday.
(which is august 2nd)
i dont want anyone being mad or sad or angry with my decision
just be happy for me and my decision.
or at least respect it.
hah...yes
needed that out
but im still going a lil crazy right now
i miss mikey
i need mikey
i love mikey
and not only is he not here
my best friend is leaving for college :(
yeah i know we're still gonna talk......i'll see here whenever she comes up here and when i get my license i'll go down and visit her but its not gonna be the same.
why is everyone's mom freaking out today??
its kinda freaking me out lol
im goin to bed...im tired
but the next 2 weeks i dont have to worry bout that. bc lets face it...im a ...well a fat ass. i dont feel good bout myself right now. blah
IN OTHER NOTES**
I believe i may have made a decision
or even a realization
(bout what im doing in the fall)
only chelsea knows this realization
and no one else will know until my birtday.
(which is august 2nd)
i dont want anyone being mad or sad or angry with my decision
just be happy for me and my decision.
or at least respect it.
hah...yes
needed that out
but im still going a lil crazy right now
i miss mikey
i need mikey
i love mikey
and not only is he not here
my best friend is leaving for college :(
yeah i know we're still gonna talk......i'll see here whenever she comes up here and when i get my license i'll go down and visit her but its not gonna be the same.
why is everyone's mom freaking out today??
its kinda freaking me out lol
im goin to bed...im tired