Jun 11, 2005 23:19
Temptation came knocking at my door, but I never answered that door.
except temptation includes some interest from the second party and I had no interest what so ever. So i guess that would just make that an offer or a suggestion I guess?
I love mikey and there's no way I could ever be unfaithful with him. He is my everything. He is what I need. Why cant YOU believe that i wouldn't cheat on him.....especially with you? After you hurt me? Dont fucking tell me you love me still.....you and i both know there was no love there....ever. Neither one of us meant those words and u kno it....we both knew it was a 3 week fling that would never last I may have said i luv you...but never I love you. It never had feeling. Honestly...you disgust me. and i dont mind telling you this to your face...yeah i may be a cold bitch...but i dont lie and i kno u read this....u read this like the fucking bible.
I love mikey with all of my heart and all of my soul! There's no one more perfect for me than mikey. He completes me in ways you would never know.
well today i got my phone fixed!! yaya!!!
Then i went to work from 3-9 and made an extra $50 then i got another compliment from steve.....which is like hard to believe.
Then i got to talk to my baby for a lil bit...that made my day.
There's alot going through my head right now...and alot of emotions but i think that everything will be ok...it really will. mikey gives me the strength and the courage that i need. mikey...u mean the world to me. there is NO ONE i would rather be with or even think about being with.
gah..sry everyone im pissed bout some stuff and had to vent. lol
so today...i had a bowl of cereal...then some strawberries....then i had an order of toast.
at least i made it through one day without eating greasy food right? lol
horray for my diet....:( lol