living in the past
hey everyone, sorry i havnt been updating like i hoped i would. i guess im just too amazingly busy this spring break...sleeping, eating, having band practices, eating, eating some more, talking on the phone with erika, and then doing the whole thing allllll over again! sounds just so intriguing, huh? since everyone's away and erika has school ive been stranded in the prison i call home. so sad, so sad :(. tonight i went out with matt lerman (my neighbor), daniel ben-(insert jewish mumbling here)(a random kid who is supposedly matt's friend), and mikey berlin (one of my "closer" friends).
it was nice to finally do something with mikey again. we've really lost touch ever since mikey, brett, and alan (3 of my close friends) became mikeybrettalan. i guess it was the fact that my parents wouldnt let me stay up until 5 in the morning roaming the streets having "bonding" time with them during last year's spring break. anyways, to make a long story short, i was eventually shut out of the picture, like i have been just too many times. so as they spent endless nights together doing things i would have loved to do, i stayed home, wondering why they never call me to do anything. i guess its just the fact that they dont want anyone else to intrude on their threesome. it took me awhile to finally cope with it, and thanks mostly to shira i did. it's just now i feel like im the "just in case we have nothing to do" guy. sort of like how naomi (mikey's big sister) told me how because brett is in gainesville and alan is in spain, i have to do something with mikey, because im the only one left. charming, isnt it? well, what can i do? i just wish that things would be like they were before. the person i miss the most is actually brett. brett and i were best best friends last year. we would always chill after school and walk to lisa's house, and once the summer came around things became different. i invited him to disney with me and my family earlier this year, and that brought us a bit closer. but itll just never be the same anymore.
On a good note, saturday's going to be the most amazing day. im going to see erika without having to rush like i did last week because i had a bat mitzvah i had to be home in time for, and after hours and hours of just being with her (something we definitely needed), we're going to the used show with emily and jesse. im so so excited for that. i love going to shows and just having someone i could hold during the songs makes it so much more amazing. then after the show i guess im going to sleep at my sister's. then i hope i can see erika on sunday also before i have to go back to miami, and back to school (hell/prison/torture) the next day.
i guess i should stop here because according to dana my entries are "too long and boring." sheeeee should check erika's journal. the overabundance of words would make her go crazy.
bye everyone
it was nice to finally do something with mikey again. we've really lost touch ever since mikey, brett, and alan (3 of my close friends) became mikeybrettalan. i guess it was the fact that my parents wouldnt let me stay up until 5 in the morning roaming the streets having "bonding" time with them during last year's spring break. anyways, to make a long story short, i was eventually shut out of the picture, like i have been just too many times. so as they spent endless nights together doing things i would have loved to do, i stayed home, wondering why they never call me to do anything. i guess its just the fact that they dont want anyone else to intrude on their threesome. it took me awhile to finally cope with it, and thanks mostly to shira i did. it's just now i feel like im the "just in case we have nothing to do" guy. sort of like how naomi (mikey's big sister) told me how because brett is in gainesville and alan is in spain, i have to do something with mikey, because im the only one left. charming, isnt it? well, what can i do? i just wish that things would be like they were before. the person i miss the most is actually brett. brett and i were best best friends last year. we would always chill after school and walk to lisa's house, and once the summer came around things became different. i invited him to disney with me and my family earlier this year, and that brought us a bit closer. but itll just never be the same anymore.
On a good note, saturday's going to be the most amazing day. im going to see erika without having to rush like i did last week because i had a bat mitzvah i had to be home in time for, and after hours and hours of just being with her (something we definitely needed), we're going to the used show with emily and jesse. im so so excited for that. i love going to shows and just having someone i could hold during the songs makes it so much more amazing. then after the show i guess im going to sleep at my sister's. then i hope i can see erika on sunday also before i have to go back to miami, and back to school (hell/prison/torture) the next day.
i guess i should stop here because according to dana my entries are "too long and boring." sheeeee should check erika's journal. the overabundance of words would make her go crazy.
bye everyone