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everyone is getting married and pregnant right now. i feel out of the loop.
i wish i was both, honestly.
things are looking good though. farrand and i are doing really well.
we are taking everything extremely slowwww.
he is honestly one of my best friends
even though we fight like crazy people sometimes, we have always, and always will love and fight for one another even more.
i really honestly dont care what people think.
its my life, and im going to live it how i feel is best.
and at this moment, being with him feels pretty damn right.
i know he has been a real shitty person in the past, but so have i.
we are both growing up, and realizing all we want is to be better people with eachother and our son.
when the 3 of u are together, it feels more than right. its an amazing thing to just lay in bed with the 2 boys you love most.
i miss him like crazy right now.
i wish i was both, honestly.
things are looking good though. farrand and i are doing really well.
we are taking everything extremely slowwww.
he is honestly one of my best friends
even though we fight like crazy people sometimes, we have always, and always will love and fight for one another even more.
i really honestly dont care what people think.
its my life, and im going to live it how i feel is best.
and at this moment, being with him feels pretty damn right.
i know he has been a real shitty person in the past, but so have i.
we are both growing up, and realizing all we want is to be better people with eachother and our son.
when the 3 of u are together, it feels more than right. its an amazing thing to just lay in bed with the 2 boys you love most.
i miss him like crazy right now.