Ack.
Well, it's still planned that I'm going to SC for the summer...I just...don't know if I really want to anymore. Yes, I want to see Tommy...more than anything, but, I don't think things will be the way I expected them to be. Things are different now, not too sure of how they are going to turn out. With him and me not being together...it will be so different...And what about when I leave at the end of the summer? I won't see him for double the time I haven't now. I don't know what's going to happen...I'm just now thinking about these things...and I wish I hadn't. -_-