Jan 11, 2005 20:19
yea so people really like pissing me off and pushing me over the level dont they?! Well obviously. Cierra has really pushed me over the edge this time...Now she has threatened Jalyn when she didnt even do anything. I really cant wait till me and Blake and everyone else go to the mall this weekend I wanna fucking hunt her ass down and just beat her past hell. Maybe then shell finally realize not to fuck with me. lets see what else went wrong. Oh yea, Found out that Kevins gf had cheated on him. I imed her and hadda few choice things to say to her. Ok so all i did was bitch but still. She deserved it. Kevins too good of a guy for that to happen to. So that really pissed me off. He was being so sweet afterwards. i told him that i loved him when he told me everything and hes like i was gonna tell you that when you got on but i didnt. and i was like why not? hes like cuz i didnt thibk you would wanna hear it from me. i was like never ever think that I love you and would never NOT wanna hear it from you. and we were just talking and i was like i really miss you Kevin. hes like i know i miss you too i wish you lived down here now. And i really do. He came up with a new nickname for me and i love it. its Baby K....he always calls me baby and k stands for kiki. i think its cute. so nyeh whatever. whether it fits me or not is another story but i like it. Hes the greatest. I wish that i could get back with him but it doesnt look like that is ever gonna happen again :( but so is life right?! Anyways....Fuckin Dan is gonna die too. He made Christina cry on the bus today. Hes a fucking asshole. He might be a man whore but hes not gonna play with my friend like that. So whenever I see him hes gonna getta bitching and slap or a punch as well. Next one....Blake....her step father really pissed her off. He bitched out Cam which really wasnt cool cuz he had no reason too. She really needs to tell him how she feels and he needs to tell her. They feel the same way but they wont just up and say it. I cant wait till friday. Me and Blake and a buncha other people are going to a concert. And its Lindseys initiation into mine and Blakes little friend group its kinda cool though cuz after everyone found out about it a lotta people wanna be in it. Girls that it is its only for girls haha. But i dunno its kinda weird its like were forming a little group like the preps usually do its sooo weird. but i dunno. were all gonna have fun. haha where ever we go from now on me and Blake are going to have a buncha people around us YAY hehe i think itll be cool. Atleast we always know were always gonna have friends with him. Nyeh anyways. OMG I was talking to Blake on the phone ::the guy not my best friend. although me and him are friends hehe:: But i found out that his dad is dating Megan Reynolds mom. Me and Megan went to elementary school together. So we were talking for like an hour. It was cool shes gonna come with Blake to the concert and to the mall with us this weekend. So were gonna catch up. shes gonna be coming to south too. so imma have my teddy bear back!! hehe yay. but shes an awesome girl i miss her. we hadda lotta fun in elementary school. and i can tell by how we talked tonight were gonna be good friends woo hehehe. Man Keri keeps trying to set me up with all these people! First it was Blake (The guy of course lol) but me and him talked about it and he was like i dont really like high school relationships and i dont know you well enough to go out with you yet. But i will think about it we would have to hang out a couple times before we did or go onna few dates and yea. and then she was talkin to Ryan today. hes a freshman but hes 16. Hes really hott....but yea supposidly he likes me. but yea we talked on the phone tonight. he seems cool im supposed to meet him tomorrow morning and shit. so yea i dunno he has a gf right now. but if things go well that will all change hehehe. but yea he seems awesome. so yea all we gotta do is wait and see how things go :) hopefully good cuz i wanna boyfriend, i been really lonely after everything with me and Ronnie....but we will see....yea well i dunno what else to write for now...so yea im out later!!
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