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Why have I fallen in love with a person who doesnt love me back? A person who doesnt care about what happens to me. I fucking hate this. No matter how hard I try I cant get Ronnie outta my mind. theres too many things that remind me of him. Its terrible and im sick of it. yes he is slowly fading away but still. its very dificult when there are so many things that are there to remind you of what you all did, where you went, songs or jokes you had. Every where I look and everytime I close my eyes he is there. Not to mention I have people telling me shit. i really cant take this i hope i get with Cameron. hes the only guy as of now that i have any interest in what so ever. Hed get my mind off Ronnie. He already has for the time that I have talked to him. I dont fucking know. im outta here later