Sep 22, 2004 11:12
hahaha...it's been 11 weeks since i've updated!!!
sweet jesus christ.
Anyway...
So life is going. Since graduation i have not been able to find a steady job, although i spend most of my day looking for one. i swear i should be paid just for that. At any rate, i'm applying for teach for america to teach in camden, and i think i have a really good shot at it. my grades are stellar, and i have leadership experience, plus doctor rosenburg is writing me a letter of recommendation. score!
So right now i'm working a few days a week with dave's dad doing portrait photography. yesterday was my first day and i actually had fun. it was pretty cool. i'm going to be doing the group photo's at elementary schools...so basically my job is to put kids in a pyramid formation, focus the camera, and hit the button. there's a lot of equiptment but i think i'll be ok. plus it's something to hold me over until i find something with benifits. and it's 125 a day.
so i'll be subbing on the off days i suppose. i could use some cash bad. i'm completely broke from my addiction to sushi. mmm i just love it so.
I'm also getting sued. it's a long, stupid story, but i'm basically getting sued by lisa's neighbor for "harrassment" because i "purposely park on his side of the street and slam my cardoors all night long, especially at 5 in the morning". Bitch i can't even stand at 5 in the morning, let alone walk out to my car, find my keys, and open and shut my doors for no reason!!! Unreal.
So anyway, i obviously moved back home. I got really upset about the lawsuit and started having some stomach problems, so i ate more so it wouldn't hurt, and i gained 15 lbs. That really sucks. So i'm also back at weight watchers, where i believe i have already lost 5 lbs. Which is good. Cause i have nothing to wear.
Greg is also back in the picture. I don't know what happened. I don't know what is happening. I don't know what is going to happen. I mean i'm getting old kids, I don't know if it is such a good idea to jump into a relationship with someone i dated for so long now. i mean, is this going to be it? am i ok with that? i don't know. I mean old drama and bullshit aside...we both fucked up pretty badly. the good news is that is over, and not talking for so long put all that bullshit to rest. but still am i ready to commit? forever? this is insane because my whole apprehension is based on what will happen in the future and i rarely do that. i don't know.
so anyway that is life according to alicia right now. i just ate a lot of garlic.
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