...And I think I'm starting to scare myself.
Sorry that most of you can't comment...but the anonymous bullshit I've been getting has really been too much.
I can't even begin to describe how yesterday was. After school me and Jen had off ninth so we got liz and julia at woodland and jen and jules went tanning. Then liz and jen went home for a little while to get money and me n julia played hey mister. tommy met up with us so we went back to the park and saw fran (stoned aw) and milka and then frank called n sed to come over so we did. Geffen was there and tommy sold him some shit and...yeah...and then we went into his room and they played video games and other shit went down sigh and then i went home to eat...and didnt go back out.
it s u c k e d.
jen didnt call and julia didnt call and...did i do something wrong?
its saturday morning and i feel fat and really really upset. i dont even fucking know wtf i wanna do today.
Im just lonely and lifes a bitch and we all knnow that. no one trys to change it and we all love making eaachother even more miserable.
...i wish i could make someone smile. make myself smile. something. anything.
but my stomache hurts and i can feel the saline on my cheeks and i cant make anything fucking matter.
happy birthday jenna by the way.
-jo
I can't even begin to describe how yesterday was. After school me and Jen had off ninth so we got liz and julia at woodland and jen and jules went tanning. Then liz and jen went home for a little while to get money and me n julia played hey mister. tommy met up with us so we went back to the park and saw fran (stoned aw) and milka and then frank called n sed to come over so we did. Geffen was there and tommy sold him some shit and...yeah...and then we went into his room and they played video games and other shit went down sigh and then i went home to eat...and didnt go back out.
it s u c k e d.
jen didnt call and julia didnt call and...did i do something wrong?
its saturday morning and i feel fat and really really upset. i dont even fucking know wtf i wanna do today.
Im just lonely and lifes a bitch and we all knnow that. no one trys to change it and we all love making eaachother even more miserable.
...i wish i could make someone smile. make myself smile. something. anything.
but my stomache hurts and i can feel the saline on my cheeks and i cant make anything fucking matter.
happy birthday jenna by the way.
-jo