Dec 02, 2004 17:17
Your humanity.
You know yourself better than some ppl will ever know themselves. These people are shoving themselves into boxes and cutting off the circulation to their hearts and smiling like it's the most natural thing in the world.
Since when is it natural or right or ok to lie about e v e r y t h i n g?
The body your in and the heart in your chest and the lips on your distorted face?
And nobody believes you. Nobody believes the lies we live because we all know the truth. Our truth. The truth is your hair keeps you warm and asprin is god and when i kiss your neck you suck the air in through your clenched teeth so hard I think there's no air for me to breathe and your handwriting is slightly illegible but so is everybodys.
So is everybodys.
Everybody's heart is beating and everyone's mind is dirty and we all have a lot more in common than we think.
But not as much as me and you.
I've been in love with you a million times.
Forever is a stupid promise that no one can really keep but we already have. We've already done all this a thousand times, but we're wearing different costumes and calling eachother different names. So forever isn't from now until then...it's from then until now. We've kept a backwards promise and it's still coming true.
If I wrote six thousand words a day, I'd just writing his name three thousand times.
That's what I love about you. Your humanity, your changing the world and you dont even know it.