Empty inside
Idk.. ive been in this class for like 30 minutes now... ive been working on my work like a good little girl till like 5 seconds ago.. i got completely fustrated with it.. idk whats wrong with me.. i just got a complete feeling of emptiness go through my body... i havent had this feeling in a while.. i hate when i get it because i feel like complete shit... i just want to feel good about my self again.. it seems like no matter what i do i cant make myself happy.. seems like im drifting away from all my friends again and it really sucks.. i wanted senior year to be fun, not hell.. im like doing really bad in all my classes.. i failed sociology but that was his fauld. i have a c in human behavior a c in prob stat. a c in english, a B in webdesign... and like an A in gym.. thats all my classes that is a horrible report card.. im not even gonna make it to college.. i dont even care.. let me just fall off a bridge.. i totally give up.. till i have something to be happy about, im not gonna care bout shit...