I wanna fall in love so bad....

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Not so angry anymore. I asked him about him and the girl and well he decided to be difficult and not tell me. But I will find out, I always do. Talked on the phone for 2 1/2 hours and it well it was entertaining none the less. Because now that I'm thinking about it, he is right getting upset about little things isnt going to make me happy and its not going to help the sistuation at hand. And so thus making me change my mind about being pissed off. Besides talking to him makes it all better and I can't stay mad for long anyways. When we were on the phone last night all I really wanted to do was ask him how he felt about me and us and if there was an us and if there is the possiblity of there ever being an us if he does in fact feel something for me. I wanted to ask and I still do. Miranda says it obvious that I like him, but only to her I doubt that she is the only one who has picked up on it. I don't know. I hate this feeling but yet at the same time, I'm happy that I have it. I wanna fall in love...
My mom is moving sooner than expected and this upsets me but there is nothing I can do about it. She said it was an 80% chance that it was going to happen so.....yeah in two weeks I could have a new home.

xoxo
steph