Jun 14, 2003 13:14
arg..my parents dont understand me AT ALL! it realli sucks...ive had the worst past few dayz...this chick who was suppost 2 by my friend is talkin shit about me behind my back ...well i told her how i felt and yah that was a big blow out but ohwell im not gonna put up with her fakeness anymore...and one of my bffs has been so distant i wonder if she even cares anymore..like i am just pushed out of her life..ohwell i dont kno what 2 do anymore...and according 2 my mom im not good enough and i wont be ....and its because of my attitude and the way i dress...she says pple look at me different ...do i give a fuck??? no i dont ...but she does...god forbid anyone think im a freak and kno im her daughter...and supposidly i dont give a shit anymore...about my acting career about my family about everthing..YAH OK MOM I DONT GIVE A SHIT!right...i do give ashit but i forgot my mom knows everything im thinking and she knows every feeling that i hav...I DONT THINK SO!!sorri ma but ur not god u dont kno everything...uhhh so stupid also i dont care or respect my family they say...ok yah whatever im so sick of there shit i love them and respect them but for god sakes get off my back...they nag about every little thing...anywayz yah i leave saturday morning to go 2 the bahamas with dad....im kinda glad its just me and him cause mom likes 2 start fites with me and make me feel like shit...but me and my dad alwayz end up in fites on these trips..so idk we will see...yah i wont b back till next friday..soo wont be online or anything....ok well ill write back later..