today was good afterall..
well, i guess today turned out good afterall. troy came and got me, and when troy pulled in, rob called my cell.. that was funny. so we all went to "the BK lounge" and ate a bit.. rob eats a lot.. i feel bad for whoever he marries and has too cook for him.. she'll do LOTS of cooking. haha (j/k rob). but yeah, i looked back on my other entry for today, and its hard to believe that i... the one who is ok with whatever comes at me, gets so pissed when things don't work out... i don't know.. i guess its because i see lots of those guys as.. maybe distant family that i'm just now meeting and starting to really know. heh.. oh well.. but yeah, after Burger King we all headded over to some chicks house... troy and rob had no balls so i went up to the door and nocked to see if anyone was home. ...no answer at the door. so yeah, we all headded to the mall, rob and i followed troy... troy missed the exit. lol. so rich was up there, and so was aaron and some chick that used to go to my school. i wanted to hurt aaron so bad or key his car or do SOMETHING to finally get my vengance on him.. his world is his car and getting laid.. after what he did to me, all i want to do now when i see him is 1: avoid him. and 2: beat the living shit out of him with my shot-gun. -.- it sucks how when you think your starting to forget about the past and shit, and then you see that person who caused all of the shit.. it sucked ass.. so anyway, the mall closed and troy, rob, and i, went over to nicks.. we dragged jon with us too. on the way to pick up jon, rob got a call from ashley.. yeah... lots to say there but oh well.. not my place to do/say/comment/or even have an idia or opinion of.. so i'll just leave that alone. but yeah, got to nicks house.. mike showed up.. man.. i love those guys so much. they treat me like a person.. and its funny... how easily i've become attatched to all of them. i guess its because.. if you looked at me the same time last year and every year before that, i never really had people to call or hang out with... or even consiter my true RELIABLE friends. i'm just really happy that i have those guys around, even if they don't see me the way i see them. hah.. i bet that if any of them read this, they'd laugh their asses off at how attatched i've become.. or even on how dependant i am on them in little ways.. like their opinions.. their opinions to me just mean a TON. but yeah, after that, troy left early, and we played a few video games here and there.. so yeah, it was pretty cool. i had seen nicks room, like rob said, its pretty neat. but they all need to come see my newly finished room sometime. ^.^ lol. yeah, like they'll ever be able to come over here or have the time to.. pfft. so yeah, came home.. was locked out of the house, and then i remembered everyone was at my uncles tonight, so i walked there. lol.. no one answered any phones at all so i just walked. i got there, ate some ice cream, and then walked back home. my parents diddn't come home for another 15 minutes after i reached the house. but yeah, its nice and warm in my house and no mudd ^.^ lol. so now i have some laundry going, my nice tank top and silky pant pajamas on... and i'm comfortably sitting in my chair... its been a good day all-an all.. i just wish we all could have gotten together a little sooner and stuff, but yeah, when i get a car things will be a lot easier and i won't be such a friggin' bother to everyone.. so yeah, i'm out for tonight.. byes.