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yeah... the title to this entry was interesting... just the -.- face. and when i give the -.- face, most people know i'm not too happy and crap. so yeah.. whatever.. not like you are going to give a shit anyway. well.. heres how today went.. first, i woke up around 12:30.. ish.. and took a shower and got ready to go skeet shooting with my dad and cousin. it was pretty cool, between me and my cousin we went through about 3 rounds. we both tied off with 6 or 7 hits each.. i'm getting pretty good pretty fast i guess. i'm definitally going to try to be out there as much as i possibly can... so yeah, i'll be a good shot sooner or later hopefully. heh, i love being the only girl around there (as far as i know of). people say hi when i walk in the doors with my gun.. its nice to know that someone out there can recognise who i am... sortof.. because no one knows my name... anyway, that was over i came home and put on a guys dress shirt over my blank tank top and headded to frankenmuth.. so much fun there, being around old people.. having a suprise speach called on me to make for my grandpa, SOOO much fun.. -.- today.. sucked, i'll admitt it.. so when that finally got over and and i got home at 10:30 i got into a fight with my parents over me going bowling and shit... so i finally win and call rob to tell him to make his way over... they decided to fucking ditch me. I"M SO G*D DAMN SICK OF BEING FUCKING DITCHED ALL THE DAMN TIME! so he asked "can't you find a ride over" WTF?! how will i get a ride over WHEN EVERYONE IS OVER THER?! you think my dad is going to drive me out there? i don't fucking think so.. so yeah.. now i'm sitting here.. clock is at 10:54, and i'm pissed off and teared up to hell because today i was ditched by the one person who promised me "i won't ditch you, we've been planning this bowling thing forever, no way i'm not going to have you come" YEAH THE FUCK RIGHT. so yeah.. i'm going to go now... maybe clean the gun, maybe just walk around my neighborhood at night, i don't fucking know.. i'll try and find something to keep me occupied until i'm ok enough to fall asleep... later