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i realized how much of a failure i was yesterday night....im losing things left n right...my home...my freinds...i hate bein alone...nd i fear thats wats gonna happen...i made a mistake last night...i started fighting with people that i cared about...now it looks like they dont care about me like they used to...i dont want anything to change...i wont let it...but im soo fuking confused...if this does continue...god kno's wat will happen...ugh...no sleep...once again...