jus a though to see if people care... and will show it

[xxdarkkissesxx]

i'm empty again, darined, not giving a siht (well i am), emotional and all confused. i have no one to turn to, who understands completely i'm accused of taking all my anger out on one person when i'm not even angry. shit how can i be angry when i can't even be happy? the only feeling i have is pain- physical, emotional and mental. physical-knee... emotional-not being able to be happy... mental-every way possible. its just plain bull shit though. i think sometimes falling in love is a mistake and then i relize life is just one big mistake but then i also relize i'm happy with this so i guess its not a mistake but i know what is... falling in "love" and asking someone to commit to soeone when they know he/she won't and just said yes to float the others boat.

if you care or just want to sat how stupid i am let me know...