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What a night. I go to volleyball, Oscar asks me if I wanna play for the 15-1's at regionals, the biggest tournie of the year, and play libero. DIVISON FUCKIN' 1. That's insanely awesome. Yes, I thought about it long and hard. I have so many other plans with the girls.. talent show, mall.. SO confusing. Oscar hasn't called me yet. I doubt I'm even going. I just wanna lay down in my pillow and scream until my eyes look like I've run into a door.
This is like huge for me and it might get ruined. great. This is why I learned to not keep my hopes up and just think of the down. It works for me. I should let this get to me but, I can't help it. I seriously just wanted to fuckin' cry. I was so excited to know that Oscar wants ME to play for THEIR team. I couldn't even believe it. I mean.. I don't know. I can't explain. How many of you say I should go?
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This is like huge for me and it might get ruined. great. This is why I learned to not keep my hopes up and just think of the down. It works for me. I should let this get to me but, I can't help it. I seriously just wanted to fuckin' cry. I was so excited to know that Oscar wants ME to play for THEIR team. I couldn't even believe it. I mean.. I don't know. I can't explain. How many of you say I should go?
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